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On my mind.

May 5th, 2008 (10:50 pm)

No matter what cool concert is playing I'd rather stay at home and watch silly movies with you or talk about absolutely nothing at all.
All of that would be so wonderful to me.  I'd pick staying at home with you everytime.  I loved what Dr. Seuss said, "you know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams."

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He likes me.

May 1st, 2008 (11:38 pm)

I'm not too far in this at all, I try my hardest to avoid food when possible but I am not anorexic, I am not addicted to it yet thank God.  I'm giving it all up for the joy of the Lord.

Turn back while you still can.
If not for your own well being do it for the people you love.  You are an influence to the people around you.  Do it for the sake of your siblings never developing an eating disorder, quit hurting yourself with this for the sake of your best friends.  If you're "too fat and need to starve yourself" does that mean they are fat and should do the same?  Give this up, because you are beautiful and you're worth so much more than this.  You can lose weight with out jepordizing your life, your bones, and your sanity.  You're just ruining your metabolism anyway.  We don't need eating disorders to make us pretty.  You can lose all the weight in the world but if you don't find your confidence the weight you lose the bones you see will mean nothing, because it will never be enough.

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Dedicated.

April 3rd, 2008 (12:10 am)

Hi y'all,

Hope everybody is doing well.  This post is dedicated to Carmel Pop, my friend.  She's super de duper, the greatest friend of all times.  Well, she knows about my little secret, and although she was kind of bummed she accepted it.  I'm not sure if she did completely but I hope so.  It's been pretty cool though lately.  Carmel Pop you're the best, and I know you'll probably read this because you did just so happened to find my journal and I know you will.  I love you though.  ^-^

Today was a great day I feel fantabulous.

Deine,
X  Fairy

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Going on a semi fast.

March 28th, 2008 (10:24 pm)

I need one.  I'm going one day at a time.  The only thing I'll be allowed to eat is lettuce.  Lettuce has virtually no calories and since I plan on keeping up my exercising routine through the fast I'm sure I'll lose some weight.
By tomorrow I will have met my first goal on my profile.  I can't wait.  If anybody wants to join in on my fast go ahead.  We can help support each other.

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Made my bracelet.

March 27th, 2008 (12:05 am)

I made an anorexia bracelet for myself.  It's really helped since I've made it.  I feel myself trying harder when I exercise and I do it for longer with my motivation/reminder being right in front of me.  I also find that I tend to rethink my decision to eat because it definetly reminds me of goal I'm going to reach.

Think thin. 

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Wow, celebration.

March 25th, 2008 (04:10 pm)

Okay I had just eaten cereal and I was feeling a little on the bloated side.  I stepped on the scale to find that I lost 2 pounds.  I am now 163
I have lost 4 pounds in the past 5 days.   Dang ABC diet and 28 day plan work great together.

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It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood.

March 24th, 2008 (04:49 pm)

A beautiful day for a neighbor, would you be mine?  Could you be mine?

Well, it's gorgious outside and I've had a pretty good morning as well.  I just ate a few spoonfuls of cottage cheese and a handful of cereal (ate it like popcorn)  it's this healthy kind of cereal that you have to eat 1 1/4 Cups of it to = 220 calories.

But after I ate I went to weigh myself and I lost 1 pound.  That's 2 pounds in 4 days woot so excited.

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Another mini celebration!!

March 23rd, 2008 (06:38 pm)
giggly

current mood: giggly

Okay so I felt so terrible from Easter dinner that I dreaded weighing myself.  I didn't eat too much and was proud but I ate a slice of cheese cake which must have been loaded with calories because it surely didn't taste like health food.  ^-^
Daringly I stepped onto the scale to find that I had lost another 1/2 a pound.    So, in the past three days I have lost 1 pound.  I think I'll go exercise now.  Love you all.

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Lettuce Girls.

March 23rd, 2008 (02:25 am)

It's my new favorite food.  Many of us have turned our back on this vegetable but let me tell you it could very well be our best friend.  If you have a small sized lettuce leaf you will have eaten less than a calorie, which for us girls can be the most amazing thing you eat considering our goal is to eat fewer calories than we burn.

1 Cup of choped or shredded lettuce = 6.6 calories.

And when you are hungry it's a pretty good filler.  Lettuce is our friend!!

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baby steps

March 23rd, 2008 (02:00 am)
cheerful

current mood: cheerful

Good morning.

Okay I know it's not much but I'm 1/2 a pound down.  Sorry, I know it's like woop de doop 1/2 a pound seems like nothing but I celebrate the small success.  I feel so proud I almost don't want to eat today.  In fact I'm feeling so great and happy I'm going to go exercise.  Love you all have a good day.

Think thin, be positive, love always.

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